silly, stupid entry

*dances*

*sings*

"...but it's driving me crazy
'cause you keep on harrassing me
keep telling me you're wanting me
so I'm gonna make you scream my name
I'm gonna make you holla for more..."

I like that song. It's one of those songs that you're ashamed to like. You know, like any Hanson or Backstreet Boys song. *coughs* Or Luxurious by Gwen Stefani. I ADORE that song. Makes you just want to move your ass and sing and just do a little butt dance when you're driving in the car.

I'm feeling better now. A little less detached. I've been neglecting my friends and I feel like shit about that. But I was making myself read and comment on Kat's stuff and Emma's newest stuff and it really lifted my spirits.

You know what sucks? I have the vaguest idea for a new, long story. But I'm really afraid that no one will care because it's not Ryan & Colin. I mean, yeah, I wrote that Drew/Chip thing and people read it, but there was Ryan/Colin background. This would not have that. At all. Well, friendship, I guess. But that's it. Because I'd hook them both up with people who are not each other.

It's not like I don't like Ryan/Colin anymore, because I do. They're super true love and all that. And sadly, no, that wasn't sarcasm.

Hm... I could ramble more, but instead I think I will go dance. If only it was raining on a nice summer's eve, then I could dance naked. I wouldn't. But I could. Instead I will just have to enjoy the vaguely spring like weather we're having. And dance fully clothed.

PS. Psst. Karen. *pokes* Despite the fact that you drew this, what, 6 years ago? Will you color it for me? You never did, did you? And, nooo... This isn't my lame attempt at getting you to draw them... *cough, cough* *smirk*

silly, stupid entry

*dances*

*sings*

"...but it's driving me crazy
'cause you keep on harrassing me
keep telling me you're wanting me
so I'm gonna make you scream my name
I'm gonna make you holla for more..."

I like that song. It's one of those songs that you're ashamed to like. You know, like any Hanson or Backstreet Boys song. *coughs* Or Luxurious by Gwen Stefani. I ADORE that song. Makes you just want to move your ass and sing and just do a little butt dance when you're driving in the car.

I'm feeling better now. A little less detached. I've been neglecting my friends and I feel like shit about that. But I was making myself read and comment on Kat's stuff and Emma's newest stuff and it really lifted my spirits.

You know what sucks? I have the vaguest idea for a new, long story. But I'm really afraid that no one will care because it's not Ryan & Colin. I mean, yeah, I wrote that Drew/Chip thing and people read it, but there was Ryan/Colin background. This would not have that. At all. Well, friendship, I guess. But that's it. Because I'd hook them both up with people who are not each other.

It's not like I don't like Ryan/Colin anymore, because I do. They're super true love and all that. And sadly, no, that wasn't sarcasm.

Hm... I could ramble more, but instead I think I will go dance. If only it was raining on a nice summer's eve, then I could dance naked. I wouldn't. But I could. Instead I will just have to enjoy the vaguely spring like weather we're having. And dance fully clothed.

PS. Psst. Karen. *pokes* Despite the fact that you drew this, what, 6 years ago? Will you color it for me? You never did, did you? And, nooo... This isn't my lame attempt at getting you to draw them... *cough, cough* *smirk*

[FIC] Helplessly Aware

Title: Helplessly Aware
Author: Clay
Pairings: Ryan/Greg, Greg/Chip, mention of Ryan/Colin, Greg’s POV
Rating: R
Summary: Chip groans a little beneath me and fists his hands in the pillow case, and I think that I might love him, but that doesn’t keep me from thinking about Ryan.
Author’s Notes: The flashbacks are in chronological order, but Ryan’s and Chip’s don’t coincide time line wise... does that make sense? Also, many thanks to my lovely beta, zekkass, and also to my baby, asuka14, for assuring me that everyone isn't horribly OOC. Also, unashamedly stealing knowyourlips's style.
Word Count: 2,800

( Normally I'd use the first line, but that's the summary, so... )

[FIC] Helplessly Aware

Title: Helplessly Aware
Author: Clay
Pairings: Ryan/Greg, Greg/Chip, mention of Ryan/Colin, Greg’s POV
Rating: R
Summary: Chip groans a little beneath me and fists his hands in the pillow case, and I think that I might love him, but that doesn’t keep me from thinking about Ryan.
Author’s Notes: The flashbacks are in chronological order, but Ryan’s and Chip’s don’t coincide time line wise... does that make sense? Also, many thanks to my lovely beta, zekkass, and also to my baby, asuka14, for assuring me that everyone isn't horribly OOC. Also, unashamedly stealing knowyourlips's style.
Word Count: 2,800

( Normally I'd use the first line, but that's the summary, so... )